Seoul

The feeling within her soul was one of utter desperation and intrigue as this was a place she had never experienced before, not like this anyways. Running far away was about all she could do from entertaining her thoughts of being homicidal as she so eloquently told the officer on that dreadful yet God sent day in April 2020. 
        " Do you have thoughts of harming yourself?, " he robotically asks.

       " Do you mean am I suicidal!?!?," I retorically responded as the breakdown inside of me made it's way through my veins. I can barely contain the overwhelming emotion and rage burning through them as I try to control my tongue as best as possible. 

       " No I love myself! So No, I'm not suicidal but I am definitely Homicidal." I say so matter of factly I scared myself. It takes a different form as if evolving when spoken out loud. 

        'Shyte!,' crosses through the Alleys of my stirring mind as I think, 'Great how much time have you walked yourself into now Krystal?'

         A feeling of relief swarms over me, remnant of the locusts preparing to show the flipside of what has been my fate, as the Officer answers unexpectedly with, " I would feel the same way. " 
        THANK YOU quickly replaces any preconceived notions of not equally agreeing when it comes to the safety of our families. 

       I, though kept on the down down low just in case I may need that insanity plea one day, just may not be as crazy as they say, huh. 

          As I reflect on what has been I am innately drawn to a letting go even I can't fully explain or understand. But it has to be done. The covering of your past in Ashes is a Beautiful thing.         

Perhaps the rapture, the reckoning, the reaping, the turning point of these things is the release of the Devil himself, best defined as Heavens Helper. For the Fallen Angel comes to insure the sanctity of Heaven. As her wings began to turn from white to black, her soul having to be taken over by the evil that lurks though the good will forever fight to shine through, she knew the purpose she now had was to sacrifice in order to chain the dark ones that among the light still 

roam back to their Eternal Kingdom of 

Seoul/Sïloh, the underworld of what is only 

theorized to be a parallel universe to our own.

- QuinnKai

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