. Emotions, Feelings, Thought provoking words that spark the mind into a whirlwind of thinking.... what darned little things these are to have so freely. And yet statisically speaking we so quickly ask the Doctor to medicate us for we can't even stand the idea of such things.
Taking these away causes the obvious result of a complete numbing sensation that overtakes your whole body somehow.
You are here but not there.
You say things that would render a sensory emotion such as a feeling and yet there is nothing but numbness where those used to be.
I pondered these things the other day while finding myself on the brink of losing it all once again.
Out loud I said, 'I am not Strong enough to continue trying anymore.' ' can't take this!; it's too much to bear.' And then….…
. .... I CRIED, I wept like never before or at least not in a very long time from what I can remember anyways. I let the tears fall despite the immense mess they may have clearly shown upon my face. And I just kept crying. I could no longer hold it all back.
A door opened on the inside and so much came flowing out. No longer binded by the chains holding me down for so long, for they are slowly releasing their hold on me. Those things that once scared me my fearlessness faces straight on with no room for anything that's not for me.
So I let the tears fall, snot and all. I believe a new soul is immerging even more refined and sculpted then before. Fall Sweet Tears of mine, Fall. As though mimicking the rain on those gloomy yet beautiful days. Fall and wash away all the Oook inside there, won't you please. I beg you. No turning back this time.
Lest us remember this feeling as we go forth on this unbinding Journey, Adventure and everything in between. Shall We¿!
IT IS OKAY, CRY and feel a renewing of your Soul like never before.
- TheDrifter0621
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